10/01/2025
Yes...I know God sends angels at the hardest moments of our life because I've had 14 sent to me over 17 years especially Aug 26 to 27th 2025. That early morning God himself came down to talk to me about how hard I pushed to rehabilitate from spinal reconstruction . God knit me back together as he did in my moms womb. God also slapted me in the back of the head and said " you Can't do this rehabilitation like others you have to give this over to me I need to knit you back together and grow a new spine for you" He said this I heard it playing his day and then he slapped me against the head stupid stop it stopped pushing so hard trying to get to 2 Miles a day and walking when you don't even have a spine yet you need to give me time or you will ruin everything" Ill never get tired telling this. 2 years prior on Kauai, God introduced me to a woman so badly damaged from a hidden explosive devices their was'nt much left of her. Its her courage to live life with what she had left that led me to desire to talk to her. No Sooner Did I send that prayer up .. God answered. In between the 2 towers of the Marriott Hawaii Beach Club Resort #. I opened the door for her to pass through and I noticed she was talking on the phone And she had no fingers on that hand yet she held the phone to her ear and was asking for directions to the Laundry For her tower there were 2 towers yet there was one Elevator bank that served both towers this is where I met her, this is where I'm at my future. Spirit recognizes spirit, pain understands pain and the pain She had gone through and was living and ressinated with the pain I have been living with And I was living in and we locked eyes And we immediately understood each other's pain. It's a common denominator that very High-functioning mobile and ambitious children of God yet Living on the edge of pain to agony recognize between each other . It was like I was passing myself in the future. The degree of pain I would eventually Learn to live with unless I had the surgery, to have my spine reconstructed from the tailbone up to the middle of my chest. She did not have that opportunity to chise because the majority of her limbs were blown from her body, torn and ripped away by camo bonb in Afghanistan She did not have that opportunity because the majority of her limbs were blown /ripped from her body torn and shredded away by indiscriminate exoplosive device in Afghanistan. We briefly exchanged a few words that only revealed how deep our pains were And that we were many ways joined at the hip as children of God, believers in Christ knowing that life is worth living no matter how much more pain was heapped on. Pshycoligical or Pchy
Icological, emotional What what what what would Satan leed you, need us to believe that God would ever forsake us or abandon us?? Never and we both said simultaneously " That We would much rather live like this since t@he alternative i.e. death was unacceptable" And we both high 5D each other and Said "carry on brother, carry on sister live in pain but we know we can live to a higher standard and appreciate every single moment". Nobody can take that away from us, not even satan because it is because of Christ we live in this joy. Joy no man understands. Satan finds absolutely no joy in seeing God's children live a full and productive Life only in his abundance grace and mercy can we do this can, we live lacking what others see as so much yet have such a rich and enjoyable life It's unfathomable to those that don't know Jesus. I pray for them that they come Did they become Jesus's children because they chose to be heirs to Chrisrs Throne. Amen, thank you God for this premanition @2 years ago of what it will be like To live today live for today,Gods got me. I truly pray that Gods got my sister in Christ That I met 2 years ago in Kauai and that she is thriving and doing well and has not succumbed to the wiles of evil Satanic downfall that waits every moment to assault us... not gonna happen... That's not gonna happen on my watch, no way, Know how because I live and breathe Because I live and breathe as the vessel of the Holy Spirit and that's the fact Jack.
