Full time MOM of a beautiful, awesome, amazing teenage daughter

08/12/2022

1014-1015 Love ya Ma 😘

08/11/2022

12:11 This is a tough watch, especially for me... I could relate to so much of the failures of the system, My abuser using my children, neighbors, friends, justice system, Police, Attorney's/Lawyers etc., to further the abuse against me... I never stopped and I still have not fighting... I pray for All, including my abuser and his female counterpart who engaged in unspeakable acts against me and my children... I pray for her children and all the children that were dragged in against me and used by an abuser....An abuser knows not what they are, until they are caught, accountable etc., and many times the abuser will deny because facing the ugliness of their behavior is to painful... Owning it is the only thing that will save the abuser...

When I was going through my divorce, I replaced my wedding picture with the prayer of St. Francis, which is also the 11th step prayer for recovery based 12 step programs... This picture was passed down from My mother's medium friend Izzy and then to her daughter Helen and then to my mother as Helen's estate was bequeathed to my mother... I thank God I had these incredibly 🙌 ❤ spiritual women to guide me through the pain, atrocity, hate, etc., I had to endure from those I loved most...

Thy will be done not mine...

Anthony Templet shot his father and never denied it. But why he did is a complex question with profound implications that go far beyond one family.

03/03/2020

Fiona Flamingo Written by: Rachael Urrutia ChuIllustrated by: Kate JefferyISBN: 978-1-949474-18-3 Summary: 46 pages. We all have times where we feel uncomfortable about who we are...Follow Fiona through her color-changing, feather-filled day as she learns to accept not only being a different color f...

09/24/2018

https://youtu.be/4uTG7gDrBxc

Celtic Woman - When you believe (Chloe Agnew) Many nights we've prayed With no proof anyone could hear In our hearts a hopeful song we barely understood Now ...

09/24/2018

I sent this to one of the beautiful children I have met along my unexpected journey... I thought I would share it with my children and all that may find it truthful and helpful for their life journey.... I know it's an oldie but a goodie... ahhh external beauty is fleeting; true beauty comes from within... Train not in vain, but in the virtuous nature of the soul... Be Beautiful inside and out is the key to the virtuous life... ###ooxo, LOLL, biG, BIg SMilEs, Roses and Rainbows... wow and it's 1:11

05/22/2018

03/14/2018

On being a Mom:. You grow a little less innocent, a little less naive, you let go of childhood ideals to a certain degree and your pain can warn someone else, if they are open enough to listen... T.I.M.E., Trust I Must Earn... Listen to what people say, but watch closely at what they do... Take care and time letting people into your circle of Trust... And remember, lies and deceit are Truth turned inside out... Behind the lies are usually, fear, doubt and insecurity... Sick and Suffering... So try not to take it to personally, unless they mess with your safety or those you love... Sometimes the kindest thing you can do for someone sick and suffering is impose consequences and accountability... Pragmatic Realization is part of growing up and becoming responsible for the care of your own heart and safety... Learning to Love your self first... For me, it's God, self, others... And it's a hard lesson and sometimes hard for people to understand... As a Mom, you have to find a healthy balance of self sacrifice, selflessnes, self preservation, and knowing if you don't take care of you, YOU can't take care of your children... Stay Strong Girl!! You Got This!!