09/01/2026
Honestly, I thought content creation might not be for me. That I'm just not cut out for this.
I was so frustrated with the dropping views. After spending a week hosting family and not being able to keep up my consistency streak, I got so upset with myself for not being able to do both. I was obsessively checking the skip rates, the views, and the analytics, trying to find an explanation.
Then, out of the blue, I realized one thing: I am no longer treating the metrics as a reflection of whether I as a person am interesting enough, or even whether the content itself is. I now see metrics simply as a way to gauge which areas of my delivery need refinement.
So many times, we do not allow ourselves to fail or to flop. With one little mistake, we want out because we're afraid of failing. But we need to give it time, testing, and enough consistency to actually show whether it is working or not.
Realizing this is what saved me from jumping off the cliff of giving up on content creation.